Filler ulit…

November 23, 2005

I was supposed to put in something here because it has been such a LOOOONG time since I last updated my blog. 

Pero nawala me sa mood eh. 

Kasi ayaw pa rin gumana ng GPRS ko.

Screw you Globe.

Filler #2 (also known as my “farewell” letter) /gg

November 9, 2005

Okies… I’m trying to stay calm as I type this goddamned entry.  Just finished my mock calls which would be the “make it or break it” part of our CCT training here in work. 

And I fuckingly messed it up. 

A fucking big time.

I have never been so fucking depressed in my whole life!! Well… at least not as much as the time when I found out about the April incident.  I screwed everything up!!! Which is soooo annoying because I really really want this job.  I mean, I promised Mike that we’ll see each other in Alabang after the fucking training but it seems I won’t be able to keep my end of the bargain. 

So what do I do now?

I mean, I ran away from home just for this!!! And this happens?!  What am I supposed to do NOW?!  Uuwi ako ng bahay?  Ano ako? Tanga?  Pagkatapos kong umalis alis babalik din pala ako?!!  Eh di pinagtawanan ako ng mga kapatid ko, isama mo na rin ung step nanay ko.  Punyeta.  Kakabadtrip lang talaga.

Bahala na dyos ng Intsik.

*had to edit it… nakapasa na pala ako… WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!*

filler…

November 8, 2005

I am now inside the training room accessing my nlog illegaly. I am just so depressed at the moment.  Just finished our free speech and I don’t think I’ll be able to pass the CCT training…

Dammit.

Buhay layas… part 1

November 3, 2005

Ayos… Ppost ako… The Paula Chronicles… Eyuck… Amfanget pakinggan…

Anyway, I am having fun with my call center training.  It’s very very fun. Ngayon ko lang nalaman na boses bata pala ako sa phone… and those headphones DO work~!!! P7000 nga lang isa… So kapag nasira namin yun… We’re dead..

I have no idea how I was able to survive until now.  I’m on a staple diet of Coke (a 1.5 liter bottle is enough for 3 days), 2 pcs of cookies (i have to save it, you know) and a stick of cigarette once in a while to help me ease the pangs of hunger. Tee hee~~!!! I do wish I’ve lost weight.  Hmm… kailangan pagplanuhan ang flabby skin na matitira.  Hehehe~~!!!

I do not know if I’ll be able to get my salary on time because I still haven’t done my goddamn BIR form.  Ang layo ng Las Pinas sa Sampaloc.  Pramis. 

My other wavemates, otherwise known as fellow trainees, are pretty nice.  Well, except for one annoying mr. know-it-all who is actually just around the room, things are cool.  It was a shame because they found out about my sob story.  I never really wanted them to know anything about that because it might look like as if I’m asking for help. You know.. Paawa effect.  Nahihiya na nga ako sa mga hinihingan ko ng tulong eh. 

Oo nga pala… ang hirap mabuhay ng walang naririnig na Japanese music at walang napapanood na anime or naddrawing na bago.  Kailangan ko ng INSPIRASYON~~~!!!!

Oh… and please do post sa tagboard ko…. para may balita ako sa inyo.  I may not be able to post as often as I would like to sa Beerkada forum e.. Pero I do check the threads once in a while.

Later.
:)