Last day… ^__^
December 17, 2005Today is the last day of our training. It was so stressful. We had mock calls and our trainer was scaring us because we weren’t as firm as he wants us to be… YET. But that’s not what I want to talk about now.
I PASSED PST~!!! WE ALL PASSED PST~~!!!
Yehey.
We’re having our Christmas party tonight. (And I’m here updating my blog, not helping with the preparations.. NYAHAHAHA~~!!!) We had our exchange gifts and we bought Jet a gift. He was so touched (pramis!!) I thought he wa gonna cry! He said it was the first time a PST class gave him a gift. Wow. I got a Tazmanian Devil throw pillow from Gizelle (Thanks, girl!). I could just stuff that in my locker and just pull it out when I need to go to sleep. ^__^
But then again, those material stuff doesn’t really matter. Just the fact that we were all together and celebrating our graduation and Christmas all together is the perfect gift for me. ^__^
hmm… (again..)
December 15, 2005Ginanahan ata ako mag-post ngayon ah… Ano meron?
1. Exam namin.
2. Papatayin ako ni Charmane pag nalate na naman ako.
3. Helped Charmane’s kid brother do her algebra homework. (Yep, people. ALGEBRA.)
4. Wala lang. Sa gusto ko lang e. :peace:
Nakasakay ako kanina sa bus. Wla lang. Ang daming TEG (Tranffic Enforcement Group ata yun…). Sobrang trapik naman. Tapos ang daming smoke belchers. Bat hindi nila hinuhuli?
Ang daming tao sa Quiapo. Ang daming pwedeng bilhin. Wala naman pera.
Kaasar.
:peace:
depression part whatever.
December 14, 2005Ngayon lang pumasok ung depression ever since I left the house. Ngayon ko lang nararamdaman na mahirap pala. Yeah, I know I said that I am enjoying independent life nad it IS true. Pero ag hirap mag-commute from sampaloc hanggang work. It’s starting to annoy me.
Point number 2: I still have not learned how to budget money. And I’m starting to get abso-fuckingly worried. Well… If you’re gonna base what I got last month to what I got this month, it’s too fuckingly way below. And it’s the Christmas season. Well, it’s another reason for me to hate Christmas.
Point number 3: I’m eternally grateful to my friend, Charmane and to my other friends who have been so really supportive of me. But I am now in a phase where I feel so.. I dunno.. alone? Even if I talk to other people and I hang out with them, I still feel really detached.
Is it possible to just sleep for one whole week and just dream this never happened?
Is it possible to just keep it all inside, have a big goofy smile plastered on your face and pretend that you’re perfectly happy with your life?
Is it okay to just not talk?
Is it okay to just disappear from the face of the earth?
Is it okay to just die and get everything over with?
-Paula-
