To my future (hopefully NEVER) brother-in-law
November 24, 2006I HATE YOU. So fucking much! But we'll get to that later.
You got my sister pregnant and thanks to you I have a wonderful little niece. She's a heaven sent and I really am grateful for that.
However, YOU TOOK MY SISTER AWAY FROM US. From ME. By knocking her up, you have effectively put an unbreakable fucking wall between my parents and my sister. YOU, annoying little moron, have ruined eveything that was supposed to go right by popping in my sister's life and messing it all up!!!!
I know it's childish of me to rant about things that have happened already and there is nothing I could do about it, but it's a democratic country and I'm gonna do it because I FUCKING WANT TO!!!
You are standing in my way in fixing my family! You could help but NOOOOOO!!! You decide to label my father as nagmamalinis na ama and the rest of us as maangas?!?!
Eh tarantado ka pala eh! Binuntis mo kapatid ko nang hindi mo pinakakasalan gusto mo tanggapin ka ng tatay ko? Eh tangina mong kupal ka! Ilang taon hindi nagkita tatay at kapatid ko tapos mababalitaan nya na buntis ung anak nya HOW IN THE FUCKING WORLD WOULD YOU FEEL?!?!?! Ni hindi ka pa nga nakikita nung tao sa buong buhay nya! Anong karapatan mo mag-react, you little piece of SHIT!!
I have tried to accept you as a member of this family but you have proven what a fucking wussy you are. My sister isn't working and you ask her for money? Samantalang andito lang sya sa bahay inaalagaan anak nyo?! Tarantadoski ka palang talaga hayop ka! I talk to you kasi wala naman kumakausap sayo na tao dito pag pumupunta ka dito. I am nice to you because I figured, Hey! This guy is family now. Khit na sinasabihan ako ng pamilya namin na "Why do you talk to him? Are you friends now?" I DEFEND YOU.
Pero ano ginagawa mo? Derecho ka lang sa loob ng bahay pag pumupunta ka dito. You never even bother to talk to us. Lalakad kami magpamilya hindi makasama kapatid ko kasi AYAW MO PAYAGAN?!?! Tangina mo, kunin mo na lang kapatid ko sa bahay na to kung gusto mo solohin!
This is for the whole world to know and I don't really care if you or my sister reads this. You take my sister away for good, I will NEVER forgive the both of you. Even if it means that I will never get the chance to see my niece. Knowing my sister, hindi nya ibababa pride nya, So this would be the end, probably, of my family.
This is a two way thing, meet my family halfway. Prove yourself that your're worthy of my sister. Not to her, but to use, her family.
You take my sister away on May 17, 2007, wag na kayo magpakita sa akin. I want you to find on your own kung ano man ang rason hindi ka matanggap ng pamilya ko and do something about it. Wag pride mo ang pairalin mo.
Believe me, I am THIS close to killing you.
Finally! An Update!!
November 13, 2006Hmm… Just noticed it right now, my titles suck.
Anyway, got the chance to update my blog and check the beerkada forum for posts. I never knew Lyndon went to Japan.. Huhuhuhu!!!!
I’m here at Fiesta Resort somewhere in the mountains of Binangonan, Rizal because my aunt got complimentary accomodations and what else-s here. The place is cool, I mean, it has a casino, a pool, a golf course and hundreds of those Japanese kois swimming in the pond. The only annoying thing is the pool closes at 8pm so I never got the chance to experience night swimming up in the mountains. I really had no plans to tag along but when I found out that there is Wi-Fi access here, by all means, TAKE MEEEEH!!!! 
Food here isn’t all that great as well as the live band that was playing in the casino but it’ll do. I’m not really complaining but I’m just saying things as is. Hell, the sketch to where the place is is really really NOT accurate. AT ALL. So there you go. But the bathtub in my room makes up for everything else. And of course, the internet connection. We’ll be leaving around lunch time tomorrow morning so it’s gonna be a ride back to reality.
By the way, Christmas season is just around the corner. Sure, it’s the holidays but lately all I seem to think about is the expenses to make everything…festive. With the current state of the economy, who wouldn’t be glum? But then again, it’s one of the few seasons of the year where I can look forward to spend some REAL time with my family and friends.
Too much things has been going on lately in my life and I’m still trying to sort it out. I’m not running away from my problems, I just don’t want to bother people by telling them my own sob story. Come to think of it, I’m just making my life miserable all by myself. Gotta haul myself back to sanity.
Oh.. And I’d like to thank my good friend Kevin for being such a dear when I was one of the lowest points of my life. Thank you SO very much. Your friendship is very much appreciated.
Until the next update.
