Friends?

I would have to apologize kung puro negative ang halos lahat ng pinagsusulat ko dito.  I’m not used to telling people what my problem is.  Kaya sinusulat ko na lang.

I attended my godchild’s first birthday last Tuesday held in Jollibee.  Sosyal nga eh.  First birthday nya sa Jollibee with a dancing bee.  Grabe.  D ko matanggal sa isip ko yung image ni Jollibee dancing to “Chocolate.” Kakatakot… Pumunta me kasi get together na rin ng “barkada” namin. (please take note na may quotation marks ang word na barkada..) I was really hoping, including the birthday celebrant’s mother, na dadating ang friends namin.  Shit.  Kung kelan lst minute may nag-back out.  Maaga pa raw kasi work nya kinabukasan blah2 (Heard that before…) Yung isa kasama boyfriend nya.  No problem with that.  Yung 2 may work, eh panggabi sila… Wala silang choice kaya d na sila makapunta.  Perfectly understandable.  Well… after nung party, inaya ko ung isa na Starbucks muna kami para mkapagkwentuhan naman.  Eh d raw pwede kasi hinihintay nya best friend nya sabay daw sila umuwi.  Eh I waited for her pa man din kasi I was hoping to spend time with her.  Tangina… sabi ba naman sa akin pwede dun ka na lang sumabay kay Angel? (Angel’s the birthday kid’s mom) HELLO?!?!  Bakit ako sasabay dun??? Bobo ka pala e! *Huffing and puffing as furious as one can be*

Now… ang mga ganitong pangyayari ang dahilan kung bakit nawawala tiwala ko sa tao.  Ang hirap magtiwala.  Ung tipong makikipagclose ka pero in the end iiwan ka?  Being alone is my greatest fear dahil sa pain.  I don’t want to feel that anymore.  It’s the most evil thing ever na dinanas ko na ayoko na maranasan ulit. (Shucks… I sound like a goddamn telenovela script…)

La lang.

Five things… from Kai’s blog

I got this one from Kai’s blog. Check hers.. (Peace tayo…? :biggrin:)

Five things you may not know about MY TIME IN SCHOOL

* Everybody hated me.  Ang dami ko kaaway sa school. I wasn’t into their stuff kasi e.  Social outcast kumbaga..
*I had this huge crush on our Student Council’s PRO. I even wrote him a goddamn letter just to let him know I like him, business letter pa ha…
* Unlike other people, I love Math.  Algebra, Trigo… Basta may numbers love ko yun! Wag nga lang Filipino… never ko naranasan na makakuha ng 85++ dun sa subject na yun… 
*I met my first friend friend when I was in second year.  We became bestfriends.  Until I fell for him which eventually ruined our friendship…
*I found out that I have no culinary talent.  I used baking soda for our cake and vetsin instad of sugar for our turon… inatake tuloy school consultant namin….

Five things you may not know about MY ONLINE LIFE
* I play Ragnarok Online a lot. I even met the person who ruined my life there.
* I rarely chat.  I’d rather visit sites which are Ragnarok Online related…
* inori.i.ph is the only blog account i try to maintain
* I’ve met one of the greatest Filipino comic artists, Lyndon Gregorio, online~~!!! Whooopeee~~~!!! pati pala si Ms. Syeri…
* Wala na ako maisip  hehehe~~~!!!

Five things you may not know about WHERE I LIVE
* I live in Soldiers’ Hills Village in Muntinlupa.  Because my dad is in the army.. *duh!*
* Ernie Baron lives in the village next to ours.. You can’t miss his house. There’s a gigantic pyramid on the 4th floor.
* mahal ang pamasahe..  20php pag special… 22 pesos after 10. 
* There are 4 other “Homes” in our village
* Ang lugar ko ang isa sa mga pinakamalayong lugar sa mga Beerkadets.
* We’re also known as Ayala Alabang gilid kas tabi kami ng Ayala Alabang..

Five things you may not know about MY HOME LIFE
* I’m the eldest of five
* My dad’s only 46 and i’m 23 
* We do not make a noise in the house kasi magagalit si papa.
* lagi ako nasasabon dahil sa panonood ko ng anime at paglaro ng PS.
* I only watch TV when an anime or the Sassy Girl Chun Hyung is on

Five things you may not know that I DESPERATELY WANT
* a PS2
* an internet connection
* an iPod (pareho kay Kai…)
* mabuhay muli si Marcos
* Manuel (Don’t ask.  Hehehe~~~!!!)

Five things you may not know about what I DO IN A TYPICAL DAY
*When I wake up, I usually wait 2 hours before I leave my bed.
*I always leave early sa haus just to go to an internet shop.
*I play the PS first before I leave the house.
*I daydream.  A lot.
*I write in a diary.. Or draw.

NB.
Thanks ulit kay Kai. Mwah~~!!!

Fortune cookies…

I was so depressed and panicking last night.  Nagkaron ako ng problema and ang dami kong tinawagan just to ask for help.  Nakakahiya na nga e.. Dun sa mga nabulabog ko kagabi at kaninang madaling araw, i’m really sorry and thanks for the time talaga.

Why fortune cookies…?  Kasi I etxted ate Jinky, asking for help.  She told me to stay put because I really have no choice at the moment.  I really wanted to run away from home kasi I felt and thought that that was my only choice.  So, I packed my bags and I was fixing my stuffs when a piece of paper fell from a wallet I was putting away.  I could not remember what it was so I picked it up and read it:

“Do not act on the spur of the moment.
Take time to think things through.”

It nearly made me cry kaya na natatawa na parang nababaliw.  I finally remembered where I got that paper.  Nung ng-EB ang Beerkadets sa GJ.. Kuya L handed us some fortune cookies (me, Ate Jinky, Olishee and iLenz) and that was what I got.  Who would have thought na magagamit ko sya ngayon? Na kung kelan ko kailangan ng anything saka ko yun nabasa.

My GJ gang loves me.

Wala lang…

Hmm… Feeling ko ako lang ata ang nagtatagalog sa blog ko ah… Hehehe!!! Ano ba ang maisusulat ko ngayon?  Ah~~!!! Lam ko na!!!

Watched Boy Abunda’s Kontrobersyal.
Grabe.  Nakakapikon yung palabas nya ha? Ung unang part nung show nya was about doggies.  Cool.  Kaso tungkol sa pagkatay ng doggies~~!!! I understand kug bakit kailangan mo ipalabas yun pero nakakainis!!! I turned my tv off kaso yung kausap ko sa fon was watching the same show! May part pa na iniwan nung bata yung puppy nya na si Chuchu (promise! Yun ung name!) sa tagakatay para lang may makain sila.  The kid was crying on tv for crying out loud!!! D ba nila pwede tulungan na lang yung kid??? Grr…..

Tapos ung Imelda Marcos jewels pa.  Mabulunan ka sana Abcede!!! Mga mukhang pera amf… (pasensya na.. Marcos loyalist ako…) Yung mga magrereact, wag na magreact.  Baka mag-away lang tayo.. hehehe!!!

Executive Order 464
A complete piece of crap.  Nuff said.

Free Beerkada Boxed Set
Ate Jinky, our beloved ate in the Beerkada forum is giving away three, yup!! Three Beerkada boxed set absolutely free~~!!! Member nga lang ng forums dapat.  Nyahahaha!!! Kaya sumali ka ka na sa forums tapos basahin mo lahat ng mga old threads para manalo ka.  O di ba?  Hehehe~~!!! Had to join kasi wala pa akong Beerkada books!! Pareho kami ni Oliver nagaabang ng boxed set.  Hehehe~~~!!!

Yehey~~!!

Had a grand one today.  First, it’s my little brother’s birthday.  (Happy birthday, bro!!)  I also went to Greenhill’s Promenade to have lunch with the other Beerkadets… Kai’s birthday treat.

I was late pa nga dahil I had no excuse to go there e..  I found out later na pupunta sa Makati sina mama so I made a lousy excuse para maksabay.  Ate Jinky and Oliver were waiting for me at Gloria Jean’s in Robinsons galleria.  Sobrang late ko nanga dahil sa traffic at ang hirap maglakad papunta dun from MRT station.  Nilibot ko pa ang buong Galleria mahanap lang ang GJ… ^__^

By the time we got there, almost everybody was there.  The birthday girl, her boyfriend Juve, her friends Sarah and her boyfriend who I never got to ask for his name… Hehehe… Fraggle was there, Kevein and Naja were next to each other, iLenz, yamiyo-sama and Kuya Lyndon..  Ms. Lei caught up a couple of minutes later. 

It was a Saturday, so there was a WoE on pRO kaso I wasn’t able to play kasi puno sa Netopia tapos ang mahal sa EGG… P80 an hour?  D ko afford un… Poor lang me eh.. Hehehe…

Sinamahan namin si Ate Jinky kunin yung Advent Children DVD nya at PS2 cds (Makakatulog pa kaya un…?) then we went to Starbucks.  Had a chocolate frapp and a couple of Philip Morris sticks tapos we went home na.  I hitched a ride with Ate Jinky.. Hehehe!!!

I was supposed to text her as soon as I caught a bus na kaso I fell asleep hanggang Alabang.  Napagod siguro… weeeee~~!!!

And I’m still a leetel beet isleepy as I tayp dis…. hehehe!!!

Thanks guys!

Grrr….

Ako po ay nakakahalata na… napakadali talagang i-access ng i.ph from Netopia…

I just checked the Beerkada forum dahil wala lang… Gusto ko i-check.. Nagiilusyon na mahahabol ko pa posts ni Kai… Weeee~~~!!! Hehehe~~~!!!

napikon ako ng sobra. Grabe.. May mga nilalang sa mundo na likas na manhid.  Makialam ba sa buhay ng may buhay? Ipilit ba ang opinyon sa ilang mga bagay na wala naman syang ideya kung ano ang tunay na nangyayari?

Bahkeeet??? Involved ka ba??? Hello??!

Hindi man lang makahalata.  I mean, dedicated na ang isang thread para sayo! Hindi ko alam kung manhid ka talaga o sadyang makapal ang face mo… I mean.. kung sakaling alam mo, ang tibay mo…! You’re not even changing for the better~!!! Kailangan pa siguro i-untog ang ulo mo sa pader e…!

Ayan tuloy, lumalabas na ang evil side ko…

Nakakapikon ka na kasi e…

As my feloow Beerkadet has said:

BUMILI KA NG NERVES~~~!!!!

late updates…

FinallY!!!! I was able to access my control panel after a REALLY REALLY REALLY LONG TIME~~~!!!

Kundi pa siguro ako nag-Netopia d ko pa maaaccess… (Conspiracy kaya…?)

Anyway, naja already has a blog~~~!!! (Yipee~~~!!! Now we can flood her back~~!!!)

Anyways ulet…  So many things happened na hindi lang ako makapag-update dahil sa sobrang hirap nga ma-access ang CP… annoying… Well… ano ba pinagkaabalahan ko at pagkakaabalahan ko …?

1.  Made a forum for our guild in pRO’s Sarah server. (How in hell do i post pics in that?)
2.  Pester Oliver para sa tips on how to make a webbie page.. (Gusto ko lang matuto, bakit ba? Heeeeee~~~!!! ^______^)
3.  Missing my fellow Beerkadets…
4.  Finishing Breath of Fire 3 and 4 on PS1. (so…?? naka PS1 lang ako?? ~.^)
5.  Looking for work..
6.  Droll over a new crush… Teehee~~~!!!!

Hectic sked ko no…?

Oh, by the way…

Belated Happy Birthday to Kai, LP, Yami Yonka and Porky. (My fellow Beerkadets.) Wasn’t able to log in sa forums lately kasi I have to level up my character in Ragnarok… My Guildmates are gonna kill me… ^_____^

spontaneous thoughts.

Last night, tumawag ako sa pinsan ko.. wala lang.  miss ko na sila e.  Wag na magreklamo.  He was writing a blog entry (check nyo blog nya.  andun sa link ko.  sambomaster…).  Impressed nga ako sa kanya kasi he was writing about his lovelife.  Not all people could write something like that ha?  Ang cool nga nya kasi he has his blog para ilabas lahat ng gusto nya ilabas.  He was writing about his lovelife (or lack of love life…. pero magkakaron din yun… sure of it.)

Speaking of love lives… Is it really necessary to have one?  Kasi most people I know are, like, really looking..  as in looking talaga.  pramis.  I mean, bakit mo pa kailangan maghanap?  Maffrustrate ka lang naman e.  Nakakafrustrate rin naman ang maghintay.  Maiinip ka e.  Lagi nga akong tinatanong if I have a lovelife, bakit daw wala… Ang sarap sagutin ng “Eh ano ngayon sayo?  Mamamatay ka ba kung wala ako nun?” Well… yun ang gusto ko isagot.  Pero dahil mabait ako… sagot ko ay isang very emphatic shrug at ngiti.  ganon lang. 

I have learned my lesson na kasi e.  I don’t need to wait or look for love.  Dadating at dadating naman yan e.  Kapag may mga panahon na nalulungkot ako, I have my dogs to keep me company.  Or kung wala, I try to look for new friends.  Or kumain ng tsokolate… o kaya mag-yosi.  Napakaraming paraan para ma-divert ang attention mo.  Nasa iyo na lang kung ano gagawin mo..

Hay buhay…

Gloria Jean’s and EBs…

MagtTaglish muna ako.  Nauubusan ako ng mga salitang Ingles e.

Nagpunta ako ng Gloria Jean’s sa may Araneta Center last Saturday kasi may booksigning si Lyndon Gregorio, the brains behind Beerkada.  Kung di nyo sya kilala, naaawa naman ako sa inyo.  You’re missing 1/4 of your life kaya click HERE!

I had fun.  Grabe. Yung mga tao dun, nakilala ko through Mr. L’s forum.  Sali kayo pero register muna kayo ha?  (At magpost kayo para makasagot ako at maachieve ko na yung Beerkadet status…!!)

Ms. Jinky brought a cake, iLenz was very accomodating… Kakaaliw nga e.. Makulit si Najanaja.. what else..?  Si Kevin… grabe!  He always checks the boards pero d pa xa nagrregister… (KEVIN!!! REGISTER KA NA SA FORUM!!!)  There were two newbies, sina Lorie at Sheena… Makulit din si Kai.. pati si Fragg… late dumating si Oliver… Si Lei, super busy kasi tinutulungan ang kanyang Teddy…Si Mr. L…?  well, he IS busy.. (come on! Book signing nya yun e!!!)

The Gloria Jean’s staff were wonderful.. Ambaet!!! Masarap din Mango Tango nila pero I still love Seattle’s Best. BUT I still love Gloria Jean’s for helping out the Den!

Can’t wait for the next EB…

You guys rock!

Of blogs and… blogs?

Finally!!! I’ve been able to access the blogs.  If you want a blog as pretty as this, create one now.

I’ve seen Lei’s blog, and Lyndon’s blog, and maraming marami pang iba…  I decided to make one na rin..  (User friendly din kasi dito eh… Heheheh!!!)

So… what exactly do you put in a blog..?

What happened during your week?

Your frustrations?

Your opinions?  (Heck.. If I put anything politic related here, I’m bound to have enemies…)

Practice your English?

Ang gulo ko na no…?

Give me time to think.

May maiisip din ako.